又老一岁

今天又老一岁了
18岁
它代表着什么呢
年龄的增长？？
还是心灵的老化呢？
我却觉得是寂寞的号码
一个人 寂寞了18年原来是闷 孤单 和无奈
没有人的安慰
没有人的陪伴
和没有人的爱情
虽说朋友是一辈子的
但能比的上终生伴侣吗？？

long time no write blog d

haiz
in tis period meet so much of sad,happy n much much faint thing
so tired when meet up tis all thing
y i juz cant be a simple guy n do simple thing i wan to do
really disappointed d
all also nt so know my personalities
my true face
it was never come out once in front of others
i never show it until i find a he/she really know my heart